It's Been a While

So it's been a while since I've written. Work has been CRAZY... Life has been CRAZY... It's hard for me to sit down and not just want to crash when I get home everyday. Spiritually I'm not doing so great. I actually had a good talk with God about why I'm feeling this way about Christmas and Life and my parent's moving and stuff. I've been emotional for a while about this all... and honestly haven't really had a desire for the things of God like I want or need to. I know better, but it's been a phase i've been going through and I haven't known how to change it. I still don't really know how, but i see things moving up. I'm not exactly sure where God is in it right now... but I talked to Him tonight for the first time in a while... and that's a step in the right direction right? I sure hope so.

I'm ready for this holiday season to be over. My job makes the Holiday's not so fun... so needless to say I'm ready for a break.

I realize that no one will really read this until I let people know about it... but I still want to put some stuff on here about me... so here goes:

i love to laugh
i love to spend time with my friends
i am blessed with amazing parents
i love my sister and would do ANYTHING for her
i love musicals
i love The Office
i secretly want to be a gilmore girl
spring is my favorite season
my life's desire is to be a wife and mom
i'm thankful for my job, but hate that it is so stressful
i love crash
i hate ironing
sometimes i snort when i laugh... embarrassing
when i love people, i love them with my whole heart
i'm a big dork and am ok with it
i hate secrets
when i was younger i wanted to sing and be famous
i love to travel
i have a heart for missions, but am struggling to see it right now
i suck at keeping in touch with people
i can't wait to meet the man God has in store for me
i love God with ALL my heart


That's me. I'll try to do better with this thing. I really love reading other peoples, and I think it'll be easier when I know people are reading it.

Anyways... I'm sleepy and cranky. I need my bed!!!!